Friday, February 28, 2014

To Love a Monster



By: Vikki Gladstone

What happens when you love a Monster?
When you meet a Monster and look into their eyes and see that deep down, they really just want to be good.
Like a small child who has been told over and over again “You are a BAD child”.
One who has heard “You will NEVER amount to anything” and believed it
They just want to be good. 

They want to be good and cherished and, loved
So you take a chance
You decide that YOUR Monster deserves to be loved
And you look past their Monstrosity and love them to their very core
And you find that they are good after all.
They are good and kind and they love you back

As your love grows you both begin to trust
Slowly your Monster begins telling you their secrets
Those things that MADE them Monstrous
And you listen
Like a good lover does, you listen
And you commit their secrets to memory swearing to never tell
And you continue loving them

And it is easy at first
But then they tell you their worse secrets
The ones that REALLY made them Monstrous
And still, you never tell
And you continue loving them

What happens when you keep their secrets deep inside
Do you, by committing their secrets to memory, taint your own soul?
Do you become a little Monstrous yourself?
You, who consider yourself just and kind and Good
Do you become a little Monstrous?

When you sit and think about the impact of these things
How they tainted your Monster and made them “Bad”
How could you continue to be good with their secrets inside you?
You can’t tell anyone because you promised.
"Good" people keep their promises.

So then what?
Do you start seeing your soul as a sort of Monstrous Yin Yang?
With the good outweighing the Monstrous
Or do you find that instead of the deep black and stark white of the Yin Yang
That the soul is truly colored in shades of grey
With the lighter shades being the “Good” and the darkest shades being the “Monstrous”
When you look inside and really reflect
Do you find that you too are a bit Monstrous

Aren’t we all Monsters?

Don’t we all have secret places in ourselves that we keep hidden
Do we not all have a “Good” face we show
All the while keeping our inner Monster a secret
And if we too are Monsters
Do we take the chance and choose to love our own Monster?
Loving yourself is the greatest risk you will ever take
And the greatest gift you can give yourself
I challenge you all to take a leap of faith
Choose to love your Monster
And see what happens...